Ai No Jikan

Dedicated to

My maybe-never-be-mine

The one and only Mellisa Karunia

Remembrance of

My first true love

-it’s amor, not eros-

Entitled

Ai No Jikan

:Moment of Love:

-Two thousand and five –

An unforgotten time

When i first saw you

I felt warmth in my soul

Losing words

I just sad and sat behind you

Not able to talk

Nor able to walk

I just can do anything

To you and to myself

-Two thousand and six-

So bad of me

I didn’t make it to the next...

But..

So luck of me

I meet you

Still feel the same

Like the first time i see you

Day by day

Cross over time

More i see you

Can’t wipe you off my mind

-Two thousand and seven-

So luck of me

Finally, i can make it to the next..

But..

This is a quite bad luck

I don’t be with you

Something has dig up

From my foot

Through my core

To my throat

There’s a hole in me

Without you

Even worse..

If i meet you

I can’t move

Can’t speak

I just can see you again,

Without doing anything

I’m starting to hate this useless self of me

So naive

Too nervous

Yes, i’m a coward

Can’t tell you

That i love you

Maybe later, or other time

With a letter, or other kind

But..

I just don’t get it

Why must you?

Can you tell me?

Someday

Or some other day

Will you understand

My feeling toward you?

May i

Enter your

Life with

Love that

I have

Someday

At some place?

Knowing you

A gift

Running

Useless life of me

Neverending

In

Atmosphere